Wednesday, 17 March 2010

I want normal back

I haven't been feeling too well for the last few days. I think it is largely in part to my travelling up to Launceston and back for Uni but mum suggested it might be because of my diet. I have a horrible diet. Yorick and I have no money, I don't at least, and we never shop anymore. We did last week, a very rare occasion, but we haven't done a huge shop in ages. I eat badly. I have bad skin. I don't drink enough. I get headaches and a stuffy head a lot. Mum said tonight at dinner that on study breaks I should get out of the house and go for a 15 minute brisk walk. I might do that. I do stay indoors a bit too much. I watch too many TV series. I haven't been doing much homework. What I should do is do my homework outside in the fresh air. That means I'll get homework done and be in my lovely garden [its not mine really but I should enjoy it more] where I should spend more time. I just want to feel normal and motivated again. I might need to pick up another shift at work. I'm not earning much because I need the time to study, but I didn't do much study last week so that was a bit of a waste. Luckily I had the Sunday morning shift so I might see if I can pick that up again for this week. I had better get Centrelink. Otherwise I'll be even poorer than I am if that's possible. I'm barely getting by as it is. I need more money. I'm living week to week and am still needing more money than what I get. I hate this! I need to manage my time better. I need to study more, work more, and not laze about too much. I can do this. Arr.

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