Uncertain

I'm very uncertain about where things with Glenn will end up. At the moment I can't see a future because he made me realise I don't know him all that well and that my opinions of him now might be wrong. That's making me think that we'll just get to know each other more and it won't get any more serious than that, which, in turn, is making me think that it'd be a mistake to move back to Hobart. You can't know these things though. I said to him that it's not that I haven't been treated well in the past, just that it could have been better. I said I was looking and hoping for someone like him and that he's better than what I imagined and told him a few things I like about him, being that he's open and we can really talk about things and that he's charming and he makes me feel special and worthwhile and happy. He said 'wow, Anna you are extremely special and worthwhile, even if we weren't together you should already know that... i'm glad that i make you happy... don't put me on too a high pedastal, you might be completely wrong, apart from the charming bit... science fact, :)' Upon reflection this does seem like I'm expecting him to be someone he might not be so now I'm worried. I hate that we have to either decide to be together or not because of the distance, that we can't just cruise along while in the same place. It'll place pressure on us to work and now I'm imagining the possibility that it won't and that it could be a mistake for me to move back as I doubt he'd move here. I'm worried. I guess until I know him more no decisions will be made. I can see myself moving back there and us being together, then one option being that we don't work out, me grieving, then moving to the UK. I think I'd be fine with that but would it be a mistake to move and give up what I have here? I'd regret not seeing our relationship through so now I'm stuck. We don't have to decide anything until the end of the year. With Yorick I felt like we were really connected. Glenn and I are totally our own persons, which is great, but I don't feel like we're a team just yet. I still find it weird that we're together because we did meet briefly and I thought of him in a certain way, or he was in a certain friend box. I'm not good at explaining things. He knows who he is. I know who I am but I'm still shy about things and unsure of my worth. At the moment I'm very apprehensive about our future. The only way to see is keep going as we are until the end of the year, see if we fall in love, or want to make some sacrifices to be with the other. I guess that's our path. I wonder if there is really a side of him that I wouldn't like. He might just be too Leo for my liking, despite being a Taurus. I can sense that is a possibility. Time will tell. We need to spend more time together. Sigh.