Boxing Day

I finally started packing some of my stuff up to take with me when I first head over to Sydney. It felt good. Mum and I were talking about Sydney in general in the car on the way home from James and George's house for a Boxing Day gathering and I don't like how semi-negative it is. It's like she is planning it all out for me but I'm optimistic! It'll work out just how it's meant to and I have a good feeling about it all. She keeps on saying how I should stay in a home-stay situation for the first semester or something insane like that, till I get settled at Uni or whatever. I only plan to stay in a home-stay until I find a house to live in then I'm straight out of there. Centrelink will give me money, I'm sure of it, and I have enough to live off for a little while. It's not a huge amount [$1500 at the moment] but it's going to grow a little. I will find a job because it won't be that hard. It feels like my dreams an optimism are being diminished. It's going to be great and I'm going to do it for myself. I just hate all the realistic talk. I am somewhat realistic but I'm also hopeful. I hate that these discussions are always too realistic. It's too much.

I've been watching Scrubs since I finished Gilmore Girls again. I like that Scrubs makes me laugh. I'm now finally onto the last season but am finding it strange because it's set as a medical school and J.D.'s hair is weird. I want to know how it all ends. I hate that they didn't show J.D. and Elliot's wedding or the story of them getting pregnant. Drat that. The kind of did at the end of the eighth season but it was only J.D.'s hope. It's good though.

I'm so tired today. I think it's because I spent most of the morning in bed, despite waking up at 930ish and putting Scrubs on. I didn't get out of bed until 1145 and had briefly closed my eyes, while not sleeping, for a little bit. That must have counted as sleep to my body.

I'm not going to take my DVD player because my computer will act as a DVD player! That way I don't have to get a TV, although my laptop is very old in all uses of the word so it might not be very fun. I am going to take some DVDs though, like some anime, some movies, and some of my TV series. I'm sure I'll buy more over there. I wish I could get a new laptop. The internet won't work on mine. I've packed up some little things like my organisation books/lists and some anime/manga but there is a lot to do.

I'm not sure what I'll do tomorrow. I really do need to work on my Travel Books but as if that'll ever get done. I'm so lazy I keep forgetting about it. I'll probably have a rather boring day. I might go for a walk with KT. I haven't done that in a while and I think it's about time. I do need to organise my Making the Cut 30 day meal plan so I could do that, pack some more, make some earrings. Anything but watching endless episodes! I'll do something productive. I also need to organise my clothes. If I put only what I need in the draws I have then it'll be easier when I need to pack. Tomorrow will be a productive day!