A new Anna

I'm feeling happier with myself these days. I have noticed a change in myself recently concerning my lack of anger either on the roads or at work and I feel good. Usually I feel like a fraud because no one knows how angry I can get. All they see is a sweet and innocent person but that's not all there is to me, thus feeling like a fraud. In Tasmania we have a 50 kilometres per hour (km/h) speed limit on streets and in some places it's at least 60 km/h, which is much better, and I used to hate going 50. Driving up to my place I have to go 50 and in the last month I have actually been following that rule as I have had two $80 fines for going over the 50 km/h speed limit and I'm not going to let it happen again. Since I have slowed down on the roads I get less angry at other drivers, even though I know they're stupid, and from this change I have started to eliminate my angriness! My friend Jessi has eliminated all the anger out of her life and I didn't think it could be done, not that I tried, but since slowing down on the roads I have been less angry. At work [I'm at waitress at "thebeach" Restaurant in Blackman's Bay] we can get adorably lovely customers that are a pleasure to serve and other times we get the worst customers. Since I've slowed down on the roads I have also noticed a change in my anger levels at work. Tonight I only got angry at my boss, not that she noticed, because of what she was telling me to do. This didn't affect the customers as I was super nice all night, but it just made me feel angry in myself at her. It passed. My better-ness at work has been happening in the last 3 weeks and I'm so proud of myself. I used to get horrible customers but now I'm just nice all the time. I think it's my anger levels that has changed my view of the customers. I know that some of them are really horrible and don't deserve to be there but most are nice and do feed of our service. Anyway, I won't be there for too much longer depending on if my sister-in-law's half-sister Jess gets me a job in the Social Work industry so I can swap that for my waitressing. I'm not going to be able to do a whole heap anymore due to more work for school. There's going to be a huge amount to do and I do love not working there heaps. It makes me happy having several days off.