This year I want to get a sewing machine and make wonderful things. I was thinking in the car on the way home about me as a person and what I don't like about myself. I find it hard letting my guard down for one, and I get angry too much. I get angry the most at work and also driving, but not so much driving any more as I've stopped speeding. I didn't really speed but just drove hard/fast and I've quit that. I got a few speeding tickets and $80 is not worth it. I like being less car angry. I feel better. Work is different. Sometimes I hate the customers and other times I love them. Yesterday I had a great shift. Everyone was lovely and I felt so happy there. Even today was good. It's nice not being angry. Anyway, what I was thinking in the car was about making an anti-anger package. I want to sew a lovely big envelope, twice to three times the size of a normal one, in lovely fabrics like Freckled Nest's pin cussion, and have pictures of Yorick and I, my friends, and pretty things, maybe even some bubbles as my friend Amy says she brings them out when she's feeling a little down. That's why I want to get a sewing machine. I'd also like to make some skirts and get patterns for those. I want to be more creative.
On an exercise note, I have really enjoyed going back to the gym this week. Tuesday night, Wednesday night and Thursday morning have gotten me back in the mood for a regular gym routine. I'm still recovering a little with soreness as my body isn't as used to it as it was in before Christmas but I'm so proud I went back and I love how I'm loving being back there. I'm going on Sunday morning for a class because today I'm missing it! I never thought I would have. After this month is up they're putting out a new timetable. I'm excited to see it.
Sometimes I think about how abruptly I finish my blog posts. I don't really finish them, I just stop writing...
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