Change please

I keep overbooking myself. I said yes to playing Mini Golf and having a BBQ with the Relish crew [Relish is the catering company my dad works with] on Tuesday night and realised I have been rostered on to work! I am also on call for Wednesday when the work girls are supposed to be going to the movies to see Eat Pray Love but Sara can't come so I'm not sure if it'll go ahead anymore. I'm also organising to pick James and George up from the airport. It could be me if I'm not working, or it could be Sarah or dad. I won't know until 3pm tomorrow and it's quite annoying. In the group email on Facebook about the movies, I wrote that I hated being on call and that it was a stupid invention. Then Alison, the boss, wrote a message possibly related but maybe unrelated to my post about the evening and that she has to work. She probably saw my bit about the being on call thing. I tried to fix it subtly in my next comment. Arr. I hate worrying about if things will all go smoothly and waiting to find out on the day what my plans will be. It sucks! I'll go in to work tomorrow and check the roster and see if I can swap with anyone for Tuesday so I can go and play Mini Golf as I said I would. I need to do more of those kinds of things. It's like if I do more of those things I'm living more. I do waste a lot of my time and feel crap because of it. I just want a job I'll be happy doing and even happier with the times. I want day work, Monday to Friday and that's it. I don't want to be in hospitality anymore. I'll call up the place Sophie mentioned tomorrow [I will this time] and hopefully I'll be able to get the kind of job I want out of that. I like thebeach but this week it's annoying me.