Stream of consciousness

I haven't been updating as I normally do since writing in Twitter. Because I've written what I'm thinking/obsessing about in some form, I forget to do it in this form. Sarah and I saw No Strings Attached at the movies on Wednesday night. We had popcorn and frozen cokes and I had a vanilla ice cream. We were so stuffed. I had already had a lovely dinner out on the deck with mum and dad. They had bbq meat and I had bbq'd salmon and we had a nice salad. It was a nice, warm day on Wednesday. On Monday we did the same, having lunch out on the deck. It's these things that I forget to write. It was nice hanging out with them. I have also been re-reading Twilight and I love it. I want someone to ask me a million questions about myself and for me to do the same with them. That's what I love about their relationship. Amongst other things of course. I wish I could be in their world, or at least replaying it all over in my mind the way I see it, and the way it was written down. The movie has its good parts, like showing me how they run really fast and those types of scenes, but the little things aren't in there and that's a shame. I like the movie and the book in my head better. Today and yesterday the day was overcast and colder. Last night we had a family dinner and Etta was as cute as ever. Wednesday night next week, minus mum, we'll have a pizza night for my second going away do. Mum goes to Kuala Lumpur this Saturday for a week so she won't be here to say bye to me but I'll see her this afternoon and tomorrow morning before she goes. I'm out with Sophie tonight, which I kind of feel guilty about regarding mum, but it's not as if we won't see each other again. We shall, only in Melbourne! I am really looking forward to getting on with things and starting my life. Enough of this limbo. I'm over it. I really hope Emma moves with me so we can get our own cute house and I can eat healthily and exercise regularly. Ooh I hope. There is so much volunteering to do and Uni to do. I'm excited to get started. I could go and take Katie for a walk but I can't really be bothered and mum hasn't specified for me to or not. I will tomorrow for sure and Sunday and Monday and Tuesday and Wednesday but dad will have to Thursday and Friday as he'll be here alone. Even though there is heaps of time before I have to leave to go to Medicare then to Sophie's for 5pm I feel pressured by the possibility of walking Katie. I should do mum that favour. Hmm. More episodes for now though.