Don't feel guilty

It was best I didn't talk to Yorick. I don't like/approve of what he's doing [partying too much] and talking to him on NYE 2010 would have put me off balance too. It was best that way. I have to stop feeling guilty about it. I'm the mature responsible one and he's acting like he's 15 despite being almost 25. He's in my past now and I need to stick with that. The whole thing is so strange, not having him by my side when he was for 4 and a bit years. Mostly it's great but it's like there's a shadow of a ghost there. It's not always present but sometimes I think about how much has changed in these 7 months we've been apart. It's all very strange. I am definitely better off without him, despite thinking otherwise when all of this began.