What to do!?

Frak I still don't know what to do. I called the University of Sydney Helpline and they directed me to the arts postgraduate section, who I'm sure I've talked to before, but it just went to a message bank. Without getting into the Uni it seems pointless moving there. Then I think of Melbourne and I don't like it there. I might come to like it and I'd be around friends... I feel it would be a mistake to move there though. I think of how annoying it was getting into town and how the streets annoy me. Then I think of Sydney and I remember how much I love it there. I don't want to stay in Hobart anymore so I guess it's Sydney then! I can't do full-time work. When would I fit in volunteering at a museum? Would I have enough time to organise my life, get thin, go to dance and photography classes? I'm not sure I would. A 9-5 would be okay in a music store for the money. I probably won't get the job anyway so I shouldn't be stressing about working full-time. Their definition of full-time might be different than 9-5. So I guess it's decided. I'll move to Sydney anyway as planned, get a job, study via Deakin online, and get into museums where I can. Melbourne is crap for museums anyway. I didn't get to the one in South Bank so I might be lying. Still I don't want to move to Melbourne. I keep going over it in my mind. I'm not sure I'd like it there, but with friends showing me around it might not be that bad. Arrrg crap. I need Holly to talk to. I think we might be catching up tonight to watch a Japanese DJ she likes. She will help me.