2011 will be my year of change

I think I'm starting to get into a bad sleeping pattern again. I'm not staying up as late anymore, especially here house sitting, but here it gets sunny early as the curtains don't do a great job of blocking out the sun so I am woken up earlier but go back to sleep for a few more hours. I look so haggard when I wake up and feel like I can't get up. It is freezing here in the mornings so that's part of the problem -- not wanting to leave the warmth of bed. I'll get more work and hopefully the problem will be rectified. It will be different when I go back home too.

I need to take Jez for a walk today. I was planning yesterday to go on a walk to Blackman's Bay so I might take her with me for that. It'll tire me out for sure and it'll be a longer lead walk than the first one we took on Wednesday. It was raining all day yesterday but the sun is out today so I will have to take advantage of it. It's nice having a dog and being forced to take it out. I've been thinking of getting one in Sydney for company, something small and easy to manage, as in not too demanding, but I could still take it out for walks. What happens when I come home for visits though? I might have to bring the dog along so it might not be that great, unless I meet someone there and they can look after the dog. Then again if I meet someone they might come back with me for visits and then who would look after the dog! I want fish and there's a problem there with staying away and not feeding them. Overfeed? Oh dear. I'll wait and see what happens

If I don't get into Sydney Uni, I guess I'll ... I was going to say go straight over to the UK when I can afford it but what about my new-found dream to work in a museum? Melbourne distance is an option. I could live with Holly and Ruben and move there but I would rather start over in Sydney. I could move to Sydney and do Uni via distance there! Haha. I couldn't figure out how to apply to Melbourne though so that might never work. It has to somehow. I don't know what I'll do if I don't get in. All I know is that I don't want to be stuck in Tasmania next year, especially since I have hoped for change and to start on a new career path. It would feel like going backwards and I've had enough of that thank you! I want change next year and I shall make it happen somehow!