Actions not words

It's been snowing on and off today but it just won't settle. I wish it would. Although it's difficult going out in that kind of weather I like when it settles at home. It reminds me of my childhood when it would settle here and we would tobaggon down the side of the pond or down our road, which is a hill. I miss that innocence.

I've been adjusting this journal, going back over the entries I've made since January and reading snippets of what my year has been like and it's definitely been a journey. Things have changed so much. Most of all I miss my independence by living out of home and being busy. I can't wait till next year. I'll be studying so much and working that I won't have time to be bored, especially in a new city.

I've made myself a new gym timetable. It'll depend on work but these are the classes I want to go to. Some days there are doubled up classes like Monday for example, but it depends on what I'm doing in the day and whether or not I can make the classes. I probably wouldn't double up as there's a large gap between lunch and 4pm classes.

Monday

1230 Step

1/2 hour treadmill

420 Step

530 Pump

630 Combat

Tuesday

1215 Box It

1/2 hour treadmill

430 Step

1/2 hour treadmill

Wednesday

1215 Pump

1/2 hour treadmill

430 Combat

530 Intermediate Aerobics

630 Pump

Thursday

12 Combat

1/2 hour treadmill

430 Pump

1/2 hour treadmill

Friday

430 Combat

530 Step

Saturday

330 Beginners Pilates

1/2 hour treadmill

Sunday

1030 Circuit

1/2 hour treadmill

I went on Tuesday to the 430 Step class and really liked being back there. I'm going this evening too for Pump at 430 then I'll go on the treadmill because I haven't been able to go for a walk here at home. I'm not a fan of going for a walk in this weather. Mum did this morning as she had to take Katie before work but that's different. I've been depressed/deflated lately but now I want to get back into the gym as I've paid for it and I have 3 months left on my membership. I have always said I want to be fit. In Sydney I might go to dance classes, start afresh there. In truth it is time I stopped talking and start doing but I'm a slacker and probably won't do it but I must try or I'll always regret it. I need a routine, that's the problem. I put a lot of hopes on Sydney but it might just be the thing that gets me acting not talking. We'll see.