More Sydney thoughts

I am constantly thinking about moving to Sydney, as I have mentioned several times I'm sure. I imagine packing a huge suitcase and stuffing it with a few pans/pots, plates, cutlery, baking trays just to keep me going as well as clothes and my bathroom essentials, maybe even my DVD player and set top box, some DVD's and books and several other items. I don't want to take too much stuff but I don't want to go with none of the kitchen items because I won't want to buy them in big lots as I won't need that many. I wonder how much I can fit in a suitcase. I'm really excited about going to Uni again and studying. It feels like such a good use of time and I love learning. I'm so excited about setting up my own little house. I hope it's as cute and affordable as I want it to be. I can't wait to fill it with flowers and my fish and art. It'll be all mine. Getting furniture will be great too. Got to make more money now so I can have the life I want. One thing I'm especially looking forward to is the weather and the newness of the city. I can't wait to explore more and do it in a t-shirt instead of having to be wary of what I wear. I think that will be fantastic. I loved the weather when I was there. This is my own journey. I'm doing it to see if I can make it on my own and I"ll have to do it alone. I want to say that I've done it and really experience it. I'm sick of letting everything depend on another. That's not healthy or how it should be. I think it will be a challenge but I'm going to make it great, I just know it. I hope I get it all sorted next week on my trip there. I'm going to try the trains to get to the city and back because I doubt the shuttle will get me to the airport in time for my 615am flight. I didn't realise it was so early but that's all there is. It'll be okay. I can sleep for the rest of the day, or even on the plane on the way back. It'll be a good experiment and I'll finally use a train there! I might go on a ferry to Taronga Zoo too. I'll check out the prices for that tomorrow probably. Monday maybe. I'd better go and get ready for my first Beginners Pilates class at the Uni gym. I really do hate that it's so far but it will be worth it and I've flaked so many times in the last few months. Bad me.