When we first started renting in this house, there was this cute cupboard I've been using to put my clothes in and I absolutely adore it. Since Yorick and I are about to move out, which has been delayed until roughly Monday the 10th, I asked Jon tonight if I could buy it and he just replied saying it’s mine for $20! I was thinking more like $100 but this is great! I'm so happy. I love it so much.
I saw Yorick this evening briefly before he left again for a night drinking with work mates. We had a bit of a chat, just general stuff, and at the end he said "hugs?" I’m so glad he initiated it because it’s always me and I'm sad that it's rarely ever him. I was thinking today how I wish he were more romantic and also about the fact that it will probably be me initiating catch ups once we're both settled at our new places. I want him to ask me to do something, and I've been considering waiting for him to make the first move once we’re out of this house.
At Sophie's on Monday night she said that she asked him on the weekend if he was staying in this relationship for my benefit but he said he was doing it for himself too. I'm really glad he is. It has been feeling like he’s been pulling away a bit as if trying to get some perspective and see if he truly wants to be with me and it made me sad. In some ways, he's not my ideal guy, but is that guy out there? I'm happy with Yorick. That’s enough for me now. Maybe one day it won’t be.
Tomorrow night I’m going out for drinks with Emma at Onba for $10 Cosmopolitans! Then we're going to have dinner at Cool Thai. I love this routine with her. We haven’t done it in ages but I'm so glad we are doing it tomorrow night. I need more nights like this! I'll put that on my list.
Things are piling up at the moment. I have so much homework and then there's the move to be organised it’s all getting a bit much. I'm not too stressed because I know all my homework will get done and the move will happen too. I am keeping on top of things in my mind so that’s positive. I'll be okay. It’s week 9 at Uni out of 13. Things have gone by so fast and it's strange that all the assignments are due in the next 2 weeks. In my first degree, assignments would already have been done by now so it was more cruiser, but as it is, my head has been thinking about other things so I haven't noticed how fast the semester has gone. Yikes.
I should get back to my homework now actually as there is a movie I want to watch later on. I might be able to homework in between though.
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