I've written him a couple of messages with no replies. The first was asking if he'd maybe bring some hot chips home if he was coming home. The second said that we need to talk and is he coming home? I keep thinking we'll end up breaking up. I need to know what he's thinking about us. I keep replaying myself asking him direct questions but I stop them just before the bad answers get said. I don't know what's wrong to warrant almost a weeks worth of silence and avoidance.
Yesterday we were getting slightly better. And the day before when we had Holly and Ruben over for pizza and a movie. He was more civil and getting closer to normal, but we've continued along the silence path since then. He replied this morning when I asked if he wanted to get dinner together and some groceries and again when I got home and asked when he was getting home too. He said he'd let me know. He hasn't. His messages were short and direct. I don't like that and today has been another bad day for us and we haven't even seen each other. I can't wait till we get back to happy.
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