He's not the guy I fell in love with anymore. That's the saddest part about it. He stopped caring long ago about when I cried and I guess this isn't the kind of love I imagined for myself. I want intoxicating love with someone who will sit on the couch with me and snuggle with me, someone who will leave me presents and give me flowers, someone who I am really passionate about and want to have sex with all the time, I want someone who is ready to settle down with me and plan for a family. I want to have babies when I'm 27/28 at the latest but things never go the way you plan. At the moment, I know this isn't the type of relationship I want and I'm not happy with the situation. If he turns around and is better towards me and actually wants me then I'll stay, but if he doesn't call me once we've moved out and plan to hang out with me then I will just have to let it all go. If that happens I guess I'll just ignore him until he comes to me. Either way I'll know whether or not it's going to work out for us.
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