I'm all moved in back at Margate. I've had a few cries already today. I'm so hormonal. I hate this. I hate that it's ended and still ending [the house] and although next week will be hard without him I'll get a better sense of where I'm at. I'm so up and down with the crying. I really miss him, or the having a partner part, someone to look forward to seeing. I put too much down to him, based too much on him. I wonder if Sophie will get much out of him.
I have to do homework now and put all my clothes in the wardrobe and small stuff like that. I don't want to but I have to because when I get home from work tonight I doubt I'll want to do it.
I'm so going to cry a little at work tonight. Without a doubt. It'll only be small though but I know I'll be able to work. Hopefully Alison is there and she can send me home early as she always does. I like going home early.
I'm glad I'll be over in the big house and have the shed/little house for all my stuff, kind of like a lounge room. It's warmer over here and I'm closer to them [mum and dad]. I don't want to be alone. Not now.
I hate this.
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