Ramblings

I've started reading again. It feels like I'm forcing myself a little, even though I love this book, like I'm trying to figure out who I am by revisiting who I used to be. Yesterday I was getting a little sad about not having someone by my side, no one to message me, wondering what I'm up to or where I am. I miss that. Then I remind myself that my future partner will be way better than Yorick so I will be okay. I know I will.

I want these buttons to arrive. I have a big day on Monday so I'll try and get some fabrics together while I'm out so I'll be ready to begin once the buttons get here. I want a rainbow of colours in silky fabrics, a fabric that is of high quality and feels nice. I'm glad I'll be seeing Holly on Monday. I think I need some Holly Healing. I just made that up. She is a very healing friend though. I always feel more positive and optimistic when I'm around her, more confident and daring, and I'm looking forward to that and my new hair cut.

I want to get this tattoo done. I have some fonts written in Word as examples to make sure I have the right one before getting it done so now I have to choose. I'm just not sure if I want it all in capitals [O'REGAN] or all in lowercase [o'regan] as it all depends on the font. It looks weird in fonts as I would normally write it [O'Regan] so I thought I'd stick with the capitals as it stays true to the normal way moreso than the lowercase as it doesn't pay hommage to the two capitals. There are some nice fonts out there but they don't do justice to how I want my name written.

I've finally sold my iPod Touch today so I'll be getting roughly $230 for that. I will save that either for the holiday or for the tattoo or for the HTC Desire phone or the Canon 400D camera. Lots I want to get. I need to get a job soon and I really hope that I'll have some good prospects as of Monday. Otherwise I'll have to go to Fullers or Dymocks or a camera shop such as MidCity Camera World. I need money!

This week and the next two I'll be working Friday, Saturday and Sunday nights at thebeach. Tomorrow I'm also working from 12-4pm at Relish then from 5pm at thebeach. Money please. After next week once I pay off the second half of my car rego I'll be able to save money properly. I had saved money but got it back out to pay for the bill. It made me sad. I want to save money, damn it!

I am kinda bored a lot as I'm not studying and not working much. I have to make better use of my time though, which I am trying to do. Reading is a good start, as will making the earrings, and I have to do the Travel Books at some stage, as well as exercise.

On another note, Sara from work said that when girls get lots of pimples below the nose it's hormonal. She said there's a pill, called Diane, that helps especially with this so I might go see the Uni doctor and ask about it. I am using Implanon at the moment and like that I don't have to do anything more and that's why I chose it. Taking the Pill each day might help me become more productive with my time, like with getting up earlier or something, but that's why I shied away from it. It all depends if it will get rid of my bad skin or not and if there is something else that will help me. What are these hormones doing? I don't want them making my face bad. Grr.

It's nice having a celebrity crush [Paul Wesley]. I am totally aiming for someone as beautiful as he is next time. I hope I find him. Having Yorick meant I blocked everyone else out. I still do but I know the guy for me isn't here in Hobart. I don't want him to be. I want him to be somewhere else, in the UK or Ireland preferably, but if he finds me I won't let him go. I really don't know what will happen. I'm not waiting for him though. He'll turn up when we're ready.

Now I'm just rambling. I don't have much else to say. Might watch more The Vampire Diaries. It's so good.