Over it? Etsy store ideas are better

I was thinking about Yorick last night while trying to get to sleep. I've been wondering why things are so easy. Sometimes I think I'm over it but I won't be on that road until I get used to him dating or that kind of stuff. That will be horrible and hard but it'll move me further away from idealising what we had. I think that I am finding it easy because we're not hanging out much, even though we're friends, and we're not hanging out together in his friendship circle. Sophie will invite me to those gatherings but it might be best for me not to. It'll just be weird. I don't want to see him flirting with anyone and that would just be torturing myself. Unless Holly's there too and it's not just me and Sophie who understandably ditches me sometimes to talk to the boys then it might be okay. I'll cross that bridge when I come to it.

In other news, Holly is excited about me starting up my own 'lable' for the earrings and whatever else I decide to make and sell. I think it'll be so much fun. I believe there are levels of creativity and one that I can achieve successfully is these covered button earrings. They have the idea there all ready for you and you just have to chose your fabric. I'm good with aethetics so I'll find it fairly easy once I get the hang of it. Another level that I'm not too good at is when it comes down to having my own idea. I've been thinking about making the rice ball felt toys and have done a few but I don't feel like they're great. If I can make stuff that people can wear that I really like and would wear too then I'll feel confident to get them out there. I want to make bracelets with the covered buttons and how I see it in my mind it can be done. I'll make some different sized earrings for my sister but I'm not sure about the broaches. I don't want to do the rings as I didn't like how they looked with the silver band. It was too high a contrast between that and the button. It could work but I don't want to try it. I might go with some bigger broach buttons and make them into necklaces. They can have some great pictures on them. This is exciting. I always wanted an Etsy stall since I saw Holly's stalls at the Markets. I could even do that one day! Scary but fun.