I am so mad right now. Yorick came 'home' and started taking the bed apart and packing his stuff up. I tortured myself by watching and wandered around having my last looks at the way things were. Dad came by and took some of my stuff and once he left Steve came over and they packed up their cars. Then Yorick and I talked about what's happening next with the house and I had a blank face talking to him in a monotone and he asked if he could have a towel. I said his was the purple one and he grabbed it and left. I was so pissed off in that moment so I called Holly. She mentioned that Ruben is disappointed in him as we all are and he did come back into the house looking for something 5 minutes later whilst I was on the phone to Holly. She said I should try and act towards him like anyone else and if he continue to be a prick then I can say that I tried to salvage a friendship out of this but that he's being an ass ... and I can't remember what comes next. He called his new home home and it hurt when he was talking to one of his new housemates. Something is wrong with him. He's the complete opposite of the guy I fell in love with and Holly reckons no one will get much out of him about it for a while. I really want to know. Spilt milk situation. He is such a jerk and I really hate the way he's behaving. Fuck him. He can have his mess of a life. He does not deserve me or anyone like me. He deserves nothing. I do want to try and be nice and make a friendship with him. Holly said that I can say it's still there if he continues to be an ass whenever he's ready. I hate that this separation will be so sudden as of this weekend. I don't like it at all. Arr. I'm going to put the washing out, watch the rest of my episode of Lost, then head down to Holly's before meeting Sarah and going to the gig. I am better off without him. Ruben was proud that I did the ending of things. I am too. Yorick probably felt strongly about that but I won't know how exactly. One day I'll find out.
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