Yorick and I had another dinner tonight and it went well. It's like nothing has changed and that's how I wanted it to be. I feel a little uncomfortable looking into his eyes too much as that's something I save for intimate boyfriend relationships. It's the only time I can and be comfortable at the same time. We talked about him talking to his parents. They liked my cards. He mentioned how him and his housemates are going on runs together. That pisses me off a bit. They all share his car as the other's don't work and it's all too chummy for my liking. They all cook together and that kind of stuff. It's a bit sickening. I'm not as jealous as I would be if we were together. I'd want to be there all the time to mark my territory but as it is I don't need to. It's much easier knowing we're not right for each other. I was so certain we were but I don't think we are anymore. He has a lot of growing up to do and I'm glad to be free and able to do whatever I want. I like not having to answer to anyone or plan stuff around his itinery. I can't wait to be in the UK and do fantastic things everyday. That will be the life. That's why I can't wait to start my earring store. I want to feel like I'm doing something great. I'm in the limbo stage at the moment. I need a new job. Arrg. I'll go and do stuff in town and at Uni tomorrow and start getting stuff done. Yay.
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